water seeping

this is your daily update post thing

  • Springkink is cooooooooming and I haven't even started. WOE IS ME I AM SO DOOMED AUGH
  • I ventured into the Storm Hawks ff.net section. Suffice to say, I came across "consensual rape". I don't think it means what they think it means.
  • I WILL NEVER STOP LAUGHING AT THE SPEED RACER FANDOM. God, the amount of incest fics popping up are ridiculous. The good thing is they're all written pretty well! I am somewhat saddened by the lack of Speed/Trixie though.
  • I rewatched Iron Man and realized that JARVIS/Tony Stark is MY OTP.
  • Cried a bit today. I am a dependent person and more than anything, I want people to be happy because their happiness is my happiness! At the same time, I wonder if I just suddenly vanished, would it make any difference at all? Would I have made a difference to people's life? I get the feeling the truth is a lot harsher than I believe.
  • Quoted Romeo and Juliet at Rufus Shinra. I felt fulfilled about playing Shawn.
  • Doggie slept on my bed with me in the afternoon. It was a nice experience.
  • I watched Secret of NIMH with my dad. I received bad thoughts about Jedda/Justin. Sob my brain.
  • I still love my dad.
  • It's good to note that talking about my grandmother isn't taboo in the house. We can talk about it and not collapse.
  • I need to write more.
EDIT: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH THEY STOP SHOWING SPEED RACER THIS WEEK WHY WHY WHY SOB I HATE THIS.
  • Current Mood: indescribable indescribable
  • Current Music: Electrasy - Cosmic Castaway
I am a dependent person and more than anything, I want people to be happy because their happiness is my happiness! At the same time, I wonder if I just suddenly vanished, would it make any difference at all? Would I have made a difference to people's life?

I relate to that more than you will every know.
I figured! I know I'm not the only one who feels like this and I'm never sure if it's a bad thing or a good thing, really.
The het never gets as much fandom attention as the slash. Eveeer.

And re: dependency, I'm sure that you count more than you're giving yourself credit for.
Frustrating, and true. Although, there's generally less femslash than anything, which is sad.

Actually this comment is just a setup to drop off this Suzaku/Euphie tag at Tegaki for you :)
Oh my god your naked thread with Rufus is amazing.


I haven't started either. I have two prompts due on the first.

D:
A query, if you will!

What are your thoughts on the aforementioned incest? Just. You know. Out of curiosity.
I certainly don't mind it! I pretty much acknowledge that Speed has a huuuuuuuuuuge man-crush on Racer X the size of Texas. And Racer X's brother complex is probably bigger! I do find some of the depictions of the pairing not quite realistic enough, but most of them pass the bar quite well.
Well...the lack of Speed/Trixie fanfics is probably due to the fact the pairing was already well established...and the fact that the movie had a crapload of slashy subtext that is just too irresistible to ignore xD

Dependency: Don't think like that! There will always be people out there who care about you and will definitely be affected if anything ever happened to you! *hugs*
True enough! Established pairings do get less buzz sometimes.

[snuggles] ALSO YOU. YOU. HOW ARE YOU ABOUT ROLEPLAYING?
....This thread. With Ruffles. I want it.

Also, you're one of my favoritist people and I get really really excited every time you're around on irc and gchat <3
Consensual Rape? What fic was that and which pairing?

I'm curious as to what would constitute consensual rape, was it one of those "'NO!' turns into 'YES! YES! YES!'" fics