water seeping

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  • neotopia started today! I PLAYED LETO ATREIDES HOMG
  • I also have a Paul! HOMG
  • And there's a Locke Lamora! BE STILL MY BEATING HEART!!!
  • Also picked up Reyson at microcosm_rp . God, he's so tsun and cute. I want to cuddle him.
  • I'm slowly picking myself back in CFUD. I'm no longer the SPAMHO I used to be, but I'm at a manageable pace.
  • Playing in three different RPs with three different play styles and mannerisms, have given me a lot to think about in RPs in general. It's...an enlightening experience.
  • FINISHED SUPERNATURAL SEASON THREE AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH
  • Still sick. Blegh.
  • I love you all. <3
I'm still out of it at CFUD. The Blahs, they are with me. I'm having a blast at Micro, though.

One day you will no longer be sick. It will be a wonderful day of good health!
I've been having that feeling too! I think I should really just. Drop someone and pick up someone different to play.

MICRO IS MY HAPPY PLACE. I love it so much ;;.
Haha, I already know which one of mine at CFUD is first on my to-drop list, but I hope to review canon and maybe snag a couple more characters and see if this is just a funk I'm going through.

I never thought I'd be able to hack it in a porn RP. Somehow, I ended up with the character with the largest number of posts tagged (or at least that's how it was a week ago). I THINK I AM LOVING IT.
For me, it's just a matter of figuring out who's going to get the axe, considering I have casts for pretty much all of them.

ME TOO and yet, I find myself spamming quite happily.
...Leto I, or Leto the Giant Good Lord That's A Sandworm, star of the book that's close to impossible to get through?
The latter. I don't think I could play Leto I. It would have been hard with what little we got.
It would be, yes. Maybe if we have some kind of diseases going around later, I can age him up.
I play Naesala over at Island and had a Reyson for like a week. It was upsetting. But I have a Leanne so it sort of balances out?
Yes, I'm too lazy to switch my journals.

You are still crazy. Three RPs, woman? With eleven characters?

Ditto on the whole thing with camp. I feel like partially burnt out and want to cast shuffle so badly, except where I can't drop any of them. Darn it.
XD.

It's actually not too hard, since there are different activity levels required. And not as big as CFUD.

I honestly think I need to drop. I love them, love their relationships, but this stagnation has to end.
True, true. But I have this thing where I feel the need to spam equivalently, so Riya is like ridiculously active in comparison to like everyone I play at CFUD.

Take time to think it over, like I know you will. It's a bitch to re-app if you realize that you made a mistake. This is partially why I haven't.
GET STARTED ON SEASON FOUR. IT WILL HELP END THE FEELING OF AAAAUGH, but also contribute to it in other ways XD

...Adding to the pile regarding camp. As I get busier and busier, I keep feeling like I'm letting people down, and should just drop altogether, but I think it's more an issue of telling myself repeatedly that NO ONE EXPECTS ME TO ME A SPAMHO because of LIFE. And that I'll enjoy myself a lot more, and I do, when I'm not internally putting pressure on myself.

ALSO, I STALK YOU AT MICRO. XD IT IS FUN.
I'M UP TO DATE NOW \o/

Yeah, see, it's not life that's interfering with me, it's the sense of stagnation with my characters. AND DON'T PUT PRESSURE ON YOURSELF RP is supposed to be fun. When it stops being fun, there's a problem :|

...W-What.