This is just a post to get my feelings out!
I'm very well-aware that I have an attention problem. When I see something, I get distracted so I easily flip between things. And this is increasing frustrating to people. It's something I'm aware of, something I have been working on (note to self. Restart the meds). I honestly do want to stop that and I want to be able to be there for people. I know I can't always do that. I also know that when I do try and be there for everyone, I completely and utterly exhaust myself.
It's like. There is no good solution.
We all want to say things like, "I never want to hurt someone", but the thing is, we all do. Intentionally, unintentionally, it's going to happen, regardless of how deeply you believe you won't. I know this too!
Wow, this has turned into a post of how Timmy knows things.
I think I am still lacking that middle ground in which I am content, the people around me are content. The least I should be able to achieve is contentment right?
Man, even as I'm writing this post, I'm getting distracted. I should really stop writing posts in general. Or something. Feelings, how they fail me.