Daphne in the wood (bromantic) wrote,
Daphne in the wood
bromantic
  • Mood: contemplative
  • Music: Hans Zimmer - Kopana III

a beautiful letdown, one's breakdown...

So, I cried twice today. The first one wasn't memorable, the second one was because I cried in front of Ms. DeFlavis.

Needless to say, I wasn't very happy with myself. But it helped a lot. I was able to get this invisible load of my chest and I think I can actually talk to Ms. DeFlavis without twitching and feeling miserable.

She said I had a self-esteem problem. I know I do. It's an ingrained thing and I have a hard time trying to get rid of it. So, at best, I try to ignore it.

I'm being vague.

....

Anyway, I'm better now. Less likely to burst into hysterics. Thanks. I really appreciate you guys being there. It helped a lot.

What amused me the most was when Ms. DeFlavis said she was jealous of my friends. Clearly, we are awesome.
Tags: dear myself, so not my day
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  • (no subject)

    My parents have been back for what, a day? And they have succeeded in making me feel terrible. Now everything is making me feel terrible.

  • (no subject)

    Me at Uni = Ahiru at Ballet EXCEPT I'M WORSE. Oh depression how I have not missed you.

  • The Adventures of Timmy and her Dick-headed Teachers

    Head Teacher: Kay you're in charge of the French board. Me: ... but I have nothing to do with the French department. Head Teacher: Tough. HAVE IT…