Ummmm.... do I post the Cristmas presents now or what?
For asa-chan. I might continue it. It's angsty, but I'll write a kawaii one later on if you don't like it, k?
You always seem so far away and sometimes I wonder if anyone can reach you. Whether it be insults or taunts or caresses or declarations of love, they
There is affection and you show it to those whose eyes are the ones that look right through you. Maybe that’s why you kept haunting and hurting Yuugi. Because with one look at you, he got up and left. And that hurt you, didn’t it?
Because you commanded the stars and Yuugi wished for the Sun. Though Sun and stars be the same, the Sun was always too far for you, wasn’t it? Lonely man with your stars, how does it feel to be human?
Yuugi knew you better than Mokuba, better than yourself. I think I know you too, but you are unreachable by me. But you began to notice me as well. What did I do? Did I change? Have I changed? What brought out the smirks you shoot at me?
Maybe I don’t want to know. Because if I question it, I might lose it. And I might lose you. I…I don’t want to lose you!
I’ve worked hard to reach you. To prove that insignificant humans like me can reach the stars. Lonely man with the stars in your grasp. Tell me, do they hurt when you close your hand over them? Do they cause you to bleed those pretty red droplets of rain over the ground. Do they cut your skin and make you wince and cry?
Let go of the stars and be human again.
I’ts sad that I’ll never be able to commend the kind of respect you have for Yuugi for myself. It’s selfish, but I am human. What would you say if you knew of my desires? To reach you, to help you carry your stars and light them in the sky. So that….everyone can see its brilliance. Then everyone can see the way I see you. A light so far, yet you can reach out to them and give them the hope they so desperately crave.
Long ago, YuugiYami ruled an empire. Now, you do too.
I love you and I don’t think you know. I don’t think you’ll ever get the chance to find out either. Sure, you see me, but will you ever unveil your eyes to actually notice that I was always standing there for you? That my skills as a duelist was only a way, a method to see you? How can you have the stars and see through that?
Yuugi did. Yuugi saw through it like glass held up for the Sun to shine through and create a prism over his hair. Heh. His hair is like a rainbow already. It certainly didn’t need an extra prism effect.
I’m babbling, aren’t I? I always end up babbling about you. Weird huh? Maybe not so weird. I should go now. I really should.
Jounouchi logged off his online journal. He didn’t lock it in a special code or anything. He didn’t care for some reason. So what if some psychopath comes after him or something? It couldn’t be worse than all the other things he had tackled earlier back.
Besides, who cared about him? Jounouchi’s stomach growled murderously, so Jounouchi retired to the kitchen with a smirk on his face.
And meanwhile, Kaiba was surfing the Net when he picked up a very interesting journal entry….
Merry Christmas asa-chan!