January 4th, 2005

water seeping

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I'm feeling so scared, you know?

I need to work harder, I need a focus because I have to......get into new schools. Because....

I'm so scared. And so worried. Because I'll let people down. And myself.

And if I break. And I fail.

I don't know what happens from there.

I don't want to lose myself.

I...I want to become a great writer. That's what I've wanted to be since I was a kid. That's the only thing I've ever wanted to be.

And if I fail......
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