January 7th, 2006

water seeping

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You know what I need the most?

WILL POWER.

To stand up to my parents, to get people to listen to me...

Because really, I'm not a liar. I don't go through desperate phases for attention and for God's sake, my parents sterotype me because they think they know everything.

Goddamnit. I'm not a needy person I used to be. If I was still was that person, I would still be in Kodai, being treated like....well, what kind of class refuses to sit next to you? What kind of best friend never looks you in the eye?

That's where I would be. I won't mess this up, I CAN'T.
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