February 13th, 2006

water seeping

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Dear Nathan,

Ah, I'm really bad aren't I? I should be, well, writing more often. I do miss you. A lot. Singapore is nice, but there aren't many people like yourself. And um, if you ever hate me or feel angry towards me, it's okay. I probably deserve it. I should be done more shouldn't I? Well, I can't spend forever regretting it. But I, we shared something special. And I was glad to be part of that.


I'm rambling really badly. I guess I shouldn't be rambling. You probably have more important things to do now than read this.


But, Happy Valentine's Day. Take care and write back as much as possible. And um, avoid forwarded messages as much as you can. I'd prefer if you wrote back yourself.


And I miss you so very much.


Love,
Ayesha


You know, it figures that I would mess up the one thing that meant something to me. I don't know why I posted this. I'm so sad that way, scrummaging for sympathy. You guys can tell me I suck. Because I do. So badly.
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