August 14th, 2007

water seeping

"but I mean nothing to you and I don't know why"

Feeling better. Also need to tell Del-mun I probably might not need to stay at her place. :<. All in all, I'm not sure what to think of the whole scenario. It feels rather nightmarish.

I also don't know if I should get angry at him or not. In a way, I'd like to blame someone. But at the same time, I don't want to hurt him.

It's all very confusing to me.

I need to force myself to RP more. That'll get my mind off this...conjecture.

That, and writing that new original fic I'm working on.