Toast is Toast is Toast is awesome, adorable, sweet, smart, cuddly, lovable, hard-to-not-want-to-hug-forever, and overall an AMAZING person who I have had the privilege to know and love.
You're not whiny! Everybody goes through insecure times where it feels like nothing's going right and you're just a speck in this unforgiving world. God knows I've been through plenty of those. :(

But you'll be strong and beat it cuz you're Toast and you should never lose sight of that. ♥
This rather amuses me because it's the same for me. I always feel out of sorts when you're not online and when you go to sleep earlier than I do. |D