And you won't recognize the fact that I exist.
I don't know, guys. I don't know why I'm working with this, why am I even here. I love my kids but at the same time, I give up everything of me and get--
On the offside, I feel that I myself as a person is getting more and more callous. If so, please don't hesitate to say. Emotionally, I feel like I'm going to drop off the deep end soon.