I regret nothing

♥♥♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY (AGAIN) ♥♥♥

It makes me feel a bit shy and embarrassed to describe how I feel instead of only saying "I LOVE YOU" repeatedly, because sometimes I worry that the words I use are only one-sided or that I might be too much. But then again, it's past 7am for you and I need to get my thoughts in order. I still plan to make that set I promised you, but I'm not getting my HD back and thus I lost the bases/raws I was working on, so I need to download them again. I might be unable to do much outside love on you and being there as much as I'm able to, so here I am. I DON'T THINK I'M OVERSTEPPING MY BOUNDARIES, and this would usually be on an e-mail but hey, it's your birthday. You can kick me if I ended up doing something wrong, I TRUST THAT YOU WILL.

You're the light of my life, my better half, my favourite person most of the time, one of my closest and dearest friends in the whole world, and one of my most important people ever. I'm so grateful for every single day I can spend talking with you about everything, even if sometimes the only thing I do is whine constantly because that's one of the things I do best. We work amazingly well together no matter what we're doing and I feel so comfortable and at ease when I am with you. You're one of the few people with whom I can say everything that's on my mind, no matter how silly, and despite the fact I worry I might be too honest with you, I don't . . . want to change it. I don't think you'd want me to, considering you always want to know, but my worries are usually ridiculous and I know I should worry less. You're so vital and necessary to me that I miss you most of the time, and I'm always looking forward to the time I can usually see you online.

I could go on forever about how much you've helped me the past year, especially, and about how much I enjoy everything we do, but I think you know. Still . . . honey, you're truly one of the most sweetest, amazing and talented people in the world. You're beautiful in the sense you're a wonderful, caring friend, and such a kind and lovely person. I can't claim to know you in person and I've never seen a photo of you, but regardless of that, you've a beauty that goes beyond all that. You're unique and you deserve love and happiness and I'm sure you'll find it. I'm going to stick with you as long as I'm able to and I'm also going to make sure you find happiness because you deserve it. You truly do. I admire you, you know? A lot. And I really mean every single word I say to yo. You make me proud a lot, so much it makes me want to be a better person for myself and for everyone around me.

Thank you for existing, thank you for being my friend, thank you for putting up with my problems and issues, and thank you for spending so much time with me. I hope you have a wonderful and amazing day, but more than anything else I hope this year brings you happiness.

Happy birthday, honey. I love you. ♥♥♥

Edited at 2010-01-14 11:34 pm (UTC)

Also I should point out I meant to pick another icon, the one I'm commenting with right now, and SOMEHOW the comment ended up having another one. I THINK IT FITS THE COMMENT BETTER, THOUGH, so I'm leaving it.

I just . . . wanted to prove how retarded I can be I guess.

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... So I was looking at the clock and going, "But it's not the 15th yet... " AND THEN I REMEMBER FUTURELAND xP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ♥

Thank you ♥♥♥

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PLZ HOLD FOR THINGS

... okay actually it's still a placeholder, because your birthday ficlet turned into a sprawling thing with an odd storyline that I apparently can't finish in a day! SUCH IS LIFE. I also started work on Haruka and Yuri's icons for you ♥ but we need to talk specifics at some point for those so we'll work on that. Also I might upload music for you tomorrow :3(\. Anyway, those things will be your pending gifts, so I just wanted to leave you my bestest best wishes.

You are one of the closest friends I have! ♥ Talking to you lights up my day or my night, whichever one it is, and you are such a wonderful person that I genuinely feel privileged to know you. Thank you so much for putting up with me, and I hope you have a wonderful birthday, and an even wonderfuller new year.

♥♥♥!

Edited at 2010-01-15 12:05 am (UTC)